Thursday, December 23, 2010

Christmas...

Happy Birthday Jesus!! What ever happened to acknowledging that this day is about his birthday? Where did it begin to be about Santa Claus and only Santa Claus? When was the last time you thought about Jesus and not Santa or even said Happy Birthday to Jesus? I say it every year. Yes, I do the Santa thing but as soon as I wake up I make sure I wish Jesus a happy birthday and I thank him for taking my place and giving his life for my sins even if I hadn't committed any sins when he died due to the fact that I wasn't born yet. That's something I will never understand but I will always respect.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The Battle With My Health



For those of you that know me and see me you know how hard this fight has been for me with this Endometriosis. For those of you that don't or haven't seen me in years here's a little insight on my uphill battle.

I am disabled now because of the disease. Here is my quick review of my life and health so you can understand it better. I lost many jobs due to attendance reasons. I had kidney failure twice and have almost died 3 times. When I say almost died I am not exaggerating... I was hospitalized, put in the hospice section of a hospital and even had a priest visit me to ask me if I accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savior. Been scared, depressed, cried many times and almost gave up. I have even been asked to get placed on the donors list at my kidney specialist office.