Japan, hawaii, New Jersey, along with another important sign

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    Japan Earthquake 2011: 8.9 Magnitude Earthquake Hits, 30-Foot Tsunami Triggered

 

 

waves of the tsunami in Japan



some of the damaging from the tsunami



 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TOKYO -- Japan declared states of emergency for five nuclear reactors at two power plants after the units lost cooling ability in the aftermath of Friday's powerful earthquake. Thousands of residents were evacuated as workers struggled to get the reactors under control to prevent meltdowns

 

 

Some 3,000 people within two miles (three kilometers) of the plant were urged to leave their homes, but the evacuation zone was more than tripled to 6.2 miles (10 kilometers) after authorities detected eight times the normal radiation levels outside the facility and 1,000 times normal inside Unit 1's control room.
Nearly 14,000 people living near the two power plants were ordered to evacuate.

 

One of the nuclear plants that had a meltdown... couldnt be prevented

Now it just seems as if Japan as a whole has been effected by this nuclear meltdown and all the food and water has been contaminated, people have been exposed by the hundred thousands. Not to mention the death count as of today was in the 7000 dead and thousands still missing. Many may feel nothing about this but please find it in your hearts to pray for these people. You never know.... one day we may need the prayers.



This is to show some of the damage after the earthquake



More waves and nothing anyone could do





this is just a few of how thousands of homes were left





                                                      NOW FOR NEW JERSEY

 

The weekend’s relentless rain brought a month’s worth of precipitation in 48 hours, and along with floods, hail, thunder, lightning and howling wind, left much of New Jersey in a state of monumental misery.

 

 

new Jersey was also hit with a natural disaster



all u can have is hope as u watch ur house get flooded



 



 

As the Raritan River crested more than nine feet above flood level this afternoon, a local state of emergency was declared in Bound Brook. That forced the mandatory evacuation of more than 400 residents, who took shelter in the high school gymnasium and a Presbyterian church.

Borough residents said they had no reason to suspect a deluge Saturday night, when little rain had fallen. But when they awoke, lakes of water had invaded their homes and submerged their cars.

the river was out of control as u can see

Even the parks were flooded

Close to 120,000 PSE&G customers in northern and central New Jersey were still without electricity today, including some 80,000 in Bergen County. Atlantic Electric reported 1,972 outages in its area of South Jersey and JCP&L listed 35,000 outages across its area. Not to mention how many people became homeless that day :(  All this back to back.

              

        SOME DAMAGE WAS DONE TO HAWAII AS WELL

A tsunami about 7 feet tall was recorded on Maui, and a wave at least 3 feet high was recorded on Oahu and Kauai

 

 



this was someone's home in Hawaii after the tsunami

Some of the damage done in Hawaii when all calmed down

Now keep in mind all of this was happening like a domino effect. One right after the other. Now they have an "explanation". Apparently what we didn't know was that we were in a moon phase called the "SUPERMOON" which has been known since it was so close to the earth, to cause natural disasters and currently we are still in that phase. I saw the moon last night and yes it is closer to the earth but I think this is deeper than that. I will share the pictures the media put up of the moon last night and we have a few more days of this "phase" so lets pray all goes well for everyone!!




one pic the media put up but of course this was too simple n beautiful



personally i didnt see it this way but the media put this up scary isnt it???

this was another pic they put up for us to see how close it was



no matter what some of you may think these are not signs of good things to come... Pray for those that have been effected and pray for all of us because this is only the beginning of "earths pains".

Heart ache that just wont subside

So here I am again.... I had a surgery done on dec 11th where they were supposed to have gone in to look around and also take away some of the scar tissue to ease some of my pain. To my surprise the dr only looked around and closed me up. He later explained to me that it was a mess in there and there was nothing he could do. He wants and says i need to get a hysterectomy :(
Reason behind it is because I am on Lupron and have been for 2 yrs straight and he doesnt want me on it any longer. But stopping the Lupron would mean my period comes back and my period causes me to have kidney failure because the endo has attached to my kidneys. So the only way around this is to have my uterus removed. Only problem with that is that I do not have children. :( Always wanted one, Im great with them but now it seems that dream is drifting farther and farther away.
Today I went back to the dr and he said hes ready when I am ... to do the surgery. he explained he has to open me up for this he can not do it thru my belly button cuz its too dangerous. the endo is attached to my reproductive system, my kidneys, my ribcage, my gall bladder, my intestines and god only knows where else. Its completely taking over my body as well as my life. I cant sleep, I eat cuz i have to, I cry ALOT, I dont work anymore, this is the longest I have concentrated in a long time, and now I have all these meds I have to take.
Speaking of meds, I have been taking vicodin for the chronic pain for years straight. Today I was told that i can keep taking the vicodin but they are also trying something more long term . its called oxymorphone also known as OPANA. I know nothing regarding this medication only that it is another controlled substance and it is an opiate. I was wondering if anyone that reads this knows anything about that med? Got any good stories to tell me? bad stories? side effects? opinion on if I should try this or not? anything would help me right now since i cant really concentrate, or even work on this myself.
Sisters... my heart hearts. The emptiness I feel inside is scaring me. I dont understand why everyone keeps telling me that God never gives u more than u can handle and yet I am here feeling like I cant fight anymore. I feel like my mind is ready to shut down. So I think that God may not have forgotten me but I think he threw this at me and went on to take care of the world and it has been overlooked that I can NOT deal with this. This cross is harder and harder for me to carry on my own. So I ask my sisters to help me at this time. I dont want to give up the fight. I dont want to lose my will to live but it is slowly fading. I know someone out there has felt like this or feels like this. Please someone i ask you to save me or at least try. I am sinking fast and cant take the emotional strain this has on me. I hope you are all  well... and i also hope u all have a pain free new year... thanks for listening sisters!!!

Walk Down Memory Lane...

For all you people who have ever lived on Long Island or know someone who does, (and some of these are before our time I know) we can definitely relate to at least a few items on the list.... So here's to LONG ISLAND!!!!!



You're truly from "LAWN GILAND" (long island) if you can relate to any of the following:

Relgious belief or scientific reasons?

So far not even 2 weeks into the year 2011 and all hell is braking loose. As far as we know 5000 birds just died and fell out of the sky in Arkansas along with 100 thousand fish all in the same state. Meanwhile, hundreds of dead birds were found in nearby Louisiana. Mass fish kills have occurred in Brazil and New Zealand. And as CNN reports, now 2 million fish have turned up dead on the banks of the Chesapeake Bay.  Can anyone explain any of this. They checked and so far nothing as far as chemicals have come up as a problem. They say it may have something to do with the fact that the world should be coming to an end for those who believe in the religious aspect of the situation.

5000 Dead fish from Arkansas






Killer John White set free without warning

Governor Paterson does it again. Is this guy showing his racist roots or what? John White, an African American  fatally shot 17 yr old Daniel Cicciaro jr, a Caucasian in the face back in August 2006. On Sept he was charged with second- degree manslaughter and a weapons possession. In December of 2007 he was convicted and in March 2008 was sentenced to 2 to 4 years in prison. Governor Paterson decided yesterday, December 23,2010 that he wanted to let John White go free. He overturned the judges' decision and released the man without warning the Cicciaro's or anyone else for that matter. Murderer John White on the left, Racist Gov. Paterson on the right

Christmas...

Happy Birthday Jesus!! What ever happened to acknowledging that this day is about his birthday? Where did it begin to be about Santa Claus and only Santa Claus? When was the last time you thought about Jesus and not Santa or even said Happy Birthday to Jesus? I say it every year. Yes, I do the Santa thing but as soon as I wake up I make sure I wish Jesus a happy birthday and I thank him for taking my place and giving his life for my sins even if I hadn't committed any sins when he died due to the fact that I wasn't born yet. That's something I will never understand but I will always respect.

The Battle With My Health

For those of you that know me and see me you know how hard this fight has been for me with this Endometriosis. For those of you that don't or haven't seen me in years here's a little insight on my uphill battle.

I am disabled now because of the disease. Here is my quick review of my life and health so you can understand it better. I lost many jobs due to attendance reasons. I had kidney failure twice and have almost died 3 times. When I say almost died I am not exaggerating... I was hospitalized, put in the hospice section of a hospital and even had a priest visit me to ask me if I accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savior. Been scared, depressed, cried many times and almost gave up. I have even been asked to get placed on the donors list at my kidney specialist office.